Songs For You, Moving On, And All My Friends Who Were There All Along

by Jordan Myers

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This is a collection of my thoughts and feelings starting from before the summer, and entering throughout the summer. Honestly recording this is more of a therapy for myself, but if anyone wants to listen to it, it's free and it's here!

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released August 27, 2015

Everything except for drums performed by Jordan Myers
All drums tracks (Tracks 11,13,15,and 16) were graciously provided by my best friend Nick Weber who can be found here: soundcloud.com/neoshera

Everything was written by Jordan Myers as well, with a few exceptions such as covers:

Five Years Time was written by Noah and the Whale

The lyrics to Sad Sailor's Missing Slurs were originally by Nick Weber

Ceremony was written by Joy Division / New Order

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Track Name: And then Bigfoot came in and was all like,
I’m sorry I’m not good enough,
Im sorry I can’t please you,
And you’re the only one who says to me,
“I can’t wait to see you”.

But all I do is mistreat you.
And I know I’ve got some things to do,
I know there’s some things I should say,
But part of me would just rather go away.

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And maybe I’m fucking scared, like I always am.
Maybe I feel trapped, between your constant loving hands,
Maybe I’m worried you’ll see how bad I am.
Maybe I’m just stuck, scared of becoming a man.
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My brain takes a toll on me,
Fuck me, it takes a toll on you too.
I’m sorry its hard for me to get help,
even when I know just what to do.
Track Name: "hey guys"
Feels like I’m playing chess,
And I just keep on moving my pawns,
as you kill off the rest,
I’m afraid to lose my queen.

I think you know what I mean,
When I say I’m sorry,for who I am.
Please don’t think that I’m mean.
When I say I’m sorry,for not giving a damn.

The truth is that I’m scared
Of you, the world, and everything.
I don’t know how it’ll all turn out,
but losing you will ring-

in my ears for a thousand days,
echoes of how I should’ve played

this fucking game of chess.

I’m sorry I'm not the best.

I’m not worth your time,
or anyone else’s.

I’m not worth your time,
or anyone else’s.
Track Name: Ferris Bueller's Day to Actually go to School and Get Some Fucking Work Done
Look I’m sorry I upped your dosage,
I might be getting my own soon now,
Transitions are hard,
but I believe that this is definitely how,

I want things to be,
Because for me, at least Im fucking happy,
And I just didn’t have that before,
I don’t know why, and Id love to explore,

Our previous events together,
because damnit those times were great,
but I’ve been depressed for far too long,
I mean, fuck, just listen to that last song

But this decision, makes me happy,
Im just sick of being a sad sappy sucker,
No motivation, a good for nothing fucker,
Now I’m just trying to be a better lucker.

But this decision, makes me happy,
I just hope to myself, that you, can be happy too.
don't be happy for me,
be happy for you.
Track Name: You Don't Have to Listen to This, Caylyn (and hopefully this will be the last one about you)
I tried to write you a song,
that sounds just like this,
but it was much too sad,
so it’ll probably sit in my pile of b-sides.

But I’m taking this revision,
to make up for heart incisions,
I never meant to hurt you,
even though I knew I would.

So I just wanted to say,
that I am sorry.
I always will be,
Even if you don’t believe me.


So just please don’t be mad,
Id be truly glad if I knew you were smiling,
Down in San Diego with some new friends.
Just keep that spark in your heart til the end.

And then I’ll be happy.
Then I’ll be happy.
Then I’ll be happy.
I hope you’ll be happy.
Track Name: Sad Sailor's Missing Slurs
I know what you need,
After it took so long to find out,
Sad Sailor’s Missing Slurs.
And that was the end of the discussion.

And this shell,
is my home.

I know what you need,
After it took so long to find out,
Sad Sailor’s Missing Slurs.
And that was the end of the discussion.

A broken path before us.
And that was the day that you died.
Track Name: I Actually Did Write a Haiku about Cannibalism in Your Yearbook
I’m usually scared of something,
but that something I can justify,
Seems like I’ve fucked up too many times,
That I just have to ask why,

The thing that I’m afraid of this time,
Is falling terribly in love with you.
I’m not there yet, but if I was what would I do?
So I just hope everything
will just keep on passing through,
Because I fear that those feelings would wreck how I feel about you.

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But I don’t want to worry,
So I just won't worry.

I’m having too much
fun right now, to be
in an emotional hurry.
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Its just that I’ve been to this game before,
It gets rough and the people start keep score,
I just don’t want to hurt anyone anymore,

so let’s just not give a fuck.

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Cuz I don’t want to worry,
so let’s just not worry.

We’re having too much
fun right now, to be
in an emotional hurry.
Track Name: But It Was Probably Too Flirtatious
Every time you look at me, I can’t look away.
Those hazel brown eyes just beg me to stay.

And I can’t control this feeling as we start to undress
the curve of your body, the gentle caress.

Why don’t you run your little fingers down my sides and,
why don’t you let me bite down on your thighs and,
the distance between us is subatomic,
so join me, let our moans be harmonic.
Track Name: Letters Never Sent From Herman Melville to the Sad Whale Mailbox Head Says Thank You
I’m a reservoir of backlogged feelings,
anger that I can’t express.

Frustration morphs into sadness,
as it boils away in my chest.
Track Name: Glory to Arstotzka
I try sometimes.
to think the about present.
Because the past and the future are out to get me.

I cry sometimes,
Because all of my wrongdoings,
They clog up my mind, and cause me to surrender to my own shell.

I will die sometime,
And the carbon in my body,
Will rejoin the planet’s thin crust ever so happily, because

I try sometimes.
to think the about present.
Because the past and the future are out to get me.
Track Name: It's Getting so Wet N' Wild Up in Here That I'm About to Knott's Soak City All Over You
The fact that we live in the desert,
Is not why it’s hot here tonight.

As our skin starts to stick together,
We forget we’re only mostly out of sight.

The weight of your body on mine,
as your hands trace down my spine,
It’s a feeling, that I’ve been craving
for just too long of a time.

Oh Amanda, just come closer for a sec,
so I can dig my nails into your back,
so you can bite down on my neck.

My lips: the humble explorer.
Your body: a road map to follow.
These are lands that I simply adore,
Intoxicated, in your beauty I wallow.
Track Name: Ode to a YouTuber
Thank you for your wonderful aesthetic and,
thank you for being so poetic-ally
graceful in all your damn videos,
and nothing really rhymes with video,
I know because rhymezone told me so- oh wait.

but thats okay,
you taught me I could do what I want,
as long
as I am just having some fun,

Francisco Contreras,
FrankJavCee,
Youuuuuu,
mean so much to me,
Except you don’t, you’re just a guy from the internet,
Somebody that I have never met,

But that don’t matter,

because,

YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
are my spirit
ANIMAAAAAAAAAAAAAL.

I even wrote this song in the best key,
Don’t recognize it? I call it Major C
Oh please Senpai just notice me,
I’ll do anything for youuu FrankJavCee

Actually my spirit animal is Michael Cera,
But dammit Mr. Contreras,
You’re pushing him out of the air-ah,
Francisco, Francisco Contreras…
Te quiero ser a ti muy prospera.
I can’t even really speak spanish.
Track Name: I Wish Chris Pratt Was a Playable Character in Smash Bros.
Oh my dear brother in Ohio,
How are you doing up there where it actually snows.
I'm sorry that i haven't kept up with your show,
Because everybody's life is just a Sitcom and I want you to know,

That I fucking miss you, ever so.
I've had some dark times where I wish you did not go.
So we could yell at the world and sing on the top of our lungs.
In all our made up bands, and goddamn it we would've had fun.

And I fucking miss you, ever so.
I've had some dark times where I wish you did not go.
So we could yell at the world and sing on the top of our lungs.
In all our made up bands, and goddamn it we would've had fun.

Well now my personal sitcom is going so great,
But we're missing an actor, and it just isn't the same.

I love you so I just keep telling myself this,
At least youre not dead youre just on hiatus.
At least youre not dead youre just on hiatus.
At least youre not dead youre just on hiatus.

This is a selfish analysis of our friendship.
I know you're doing better there than in this desert of shit.
Where its literally 120 outside right now,
But i just wanted to take up this song slot to tell you how,

I fucking miss you, ever so.
I've had some dark times where I wish you did not go.
So we could yell at the world and sing on the top of our lungs.
SO WE COULD YELL AT THE WORLD AND SING ON THE TOP OF OUR LUNGS
Track Name: Don't Fuck With Elf Tribal
This is the best summer that I’ve had in my entire life,
Just hanging out with Jack and Amanda,
as my heart empties out all of it’s strife.
But despite all the pleasures, I just keep thinking of that knife,
that you raised to your throat in a desperate attempt at your life.

That fucked me up inside,
And I still hope you’re doing alright.
So I’ll end this album the way it started,
By wishing that you’ll have a better life,
without me.

Without me.